Rollercoaster Rollin'

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Roller Coaster rides


Today started off as a so-so day... I woke up with extreme difficulty because I just wanted to sleep the day away... it's like my intuition is telling me that I’ll be better off spending the day in my room than going through the motions of an ordinary work day... but hey... you gotta face every day's challenges...So after almost 20 mins of contemplation, I got up and started preparing for work...


Roller coaster ride 1: when I got to work... I was confronted with a whirlwind of activities... tasks to be assigned, things to be taught, pending tasks due, a meeting to attend... at some point I felt like I was in control and I was just enjoying the ride... but there were also times when I just want to put hands up in surrender and scream at the top of my lungs...


Roller coaster ride 2: after an exhausting morning... I got up to get some food... went down the 12th floor and bought food and went up again to my floor only to find out that they forgot to give me my steamed shark's fin... so i got up again and took the crowded lift to go down only to reach the ground floor instead of 12 because i didn't even check if the 12th floor button was lit when I got in the elevator... as if the ride this morning was not enough... life is ironic that way...it gave me a bonus round trip ride in the elevator...


Roller coaster ride 3: sometimes I forget that I’m still on this ride… but this afternoon one bump hit me and I remembered I’m still on this roller coaster that seems to go on forever... why? I don't know... one of life's secrets... a question I hope to find the answer to in this lifetime.. I’m not really sure why I’m still on this ride when I wanted to get off numerous times already but this particular ride doesn't have any stops... not yet anyway...it just goes on and on taking me to a destination I have yet to know... I guess everyone has to stay on it and wait patiently to find out where it'll take us all... meanwhile, during this one hell of a ride...I’ve gone through so many things, learned lots of things... but still the one thing that I need most evades me -- my purpose, my driving force... I can't seem to figure out what I really want badly enough to go after it and give it my all... so for now... while this ride continues on... I’m just here sitting with a safety belt around me taking what this ride has to offer... hopefully it'll help me figure what I want really and take me to the stop that's meant for me…